After
listening to Roxanne Edward’s interview, I’ve come to realize that this five
foot three, one hundred and thirty eight pound female body builder is probably
one of the healthiest body images. Although Edwards might not appear to be
super feminine. She is without a doubt all women. Edward started body building
at age 30 and still continues to this day working on her body making it bigger
and stronger. He goal is eventually to be “paper thin, and see through” to make
every muscle and vein pop and be seen. The whole reason she started
bodybuilding however was to simply look great naked. Roxanne has this huge
determination to do what she loves and although most people aren’t seeing her as
feminine the way she is now. Roxanne feels more feminine than ever. She
explains in the interview that “ Drag queens know what it is to be feminine,
they have to work twice as hard than any normal women.” She discusses how women
who make the sacrifice and become female body builders suffer a loss of their feminine
appearance and that instead she chooses to express her femininity in her own
way. She loves the way she looks her “close to perfect body” is everything
she’s worked for in since she started body building. Being a black female body
builder Roxanne says, “ Her complexion isn’t marketable” even though her body
is almost perfect there is still some discrimination from people of her career.
“ Everyone thinks I’m great. Except for the people who think I should be great”
Unfortunately not everyone can see the same beauty Roxanne sees in herself.
Being both black and not having a more “feminine body” in the world of
bodybuilding. Judges don’t just look at how shredded or cut someone is. They
start looking at skin color and how feminine these body builders can get. Edwards
saying that “It’s harder because yes, I am darker. And even in regular media my
complexion isn’t marketable.” Roxanne faces huge steps in the world of
bodybuilding but even still with these challenges she marches forward and
doesn’t plan to stop. Her strong determination and will does not bend to
everyone else’s idea of perfection. Instead she creates her own path, one that
she is happiest with. One could argue that Roxanne couldn’t be more unique
especially in the world of bodybuilding where uniformity is king. Her positive
body image no matter who is judging her or staring, she supports and
understands what it means to be unique. That if you’re happy doing what pleases
you the most then that’s all that really matters. Roxanne Edwards may not be
the most feminine of women but she decided to go against the normal and become
a black female body builder and the fact that she goes against so many hurdles and
still manages to succeed is something that should motivate not just women and
minorities but everyone who is hesitant to do what they truly want and are
being held back by fear.
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